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Emmanuel, thank God

imageWhat a lovely time to review my life, my goals and check to see if there have been changes within me and with my family. A consensus this year has a definite A+.  Isn’t God’s grace perfect?

Here’s a bullet list to save on words:

  • New church family
  • Hubby (aka-Tyler) retirement adjustment 1 year plus 4 months
  • New renters in house
  • Previous renter like daughter and added hubby and cute baby
  • Mom is still with us and adored, still mentally clear
  • Tyler’s Dad circled the sun 97 times before he went to heaven
  • Hearing aids for that deaf man I’ve been yelling at… Tyler

Hmm, looks like Tyler did tons of adjusting. I hadn’t really looked at it like this before. Better tell him how extraordinary he is to have weathered all this in such a short time.  My changes don’t show up in the bullet list 😕, that is because they were mostly internal affairs, core value thoughts, perceptional view of life and how I fit. That’s another topic.

I’m ever so thankful to be reminded of Jesus birth and the glorious, profound impact it has had on the world, my world, my life.

Emmanuel, my BFF.

Forever thankful to God. Praying that God is with you.

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Don’t Leave It On the Desk!

This was sent to me in an email. Perhaps, you too received it. It was inspiring and so true. We share our faith by example and our living more than we do by our talking. I pray also that our words that we share on blog will be that part of our living that shows the true Word in a right manner.

 

There was a certain professor named Dr. Christianson, a studious man who taught at a small college in the western United States and who was a Christian.Dr. Christianson taught the required survey course in Christianity at this particular institution. Every student was required to take this course their freshman year, regardless of his or her major. Although Dr. Christianson tried hard to communicate the essence of the gospel in his class, he found that most of his students looked upon the course as nothing but required drudgery. Despite his best efforts, most students refused to take Christianity seriously.

This year, Dr. Christianson had a special student named Steve. Steve was only a freshman, but was studying with the intent of going onto seminary for the ministry. Steve was popular, he was well liked, and he was an imposing physical specimen. He was now the starting center on the school football team, and was the best student in the professor’s class.

One day, Dr. Christianson asked Steve to stay after class so he could talk with him.

“How many push-ups can you do?”

Steve said, “I do about 200 every night..”

“200? That’s pretty good, Steve,” Dr. Christianson said. “Do you think you could do 300?”

Steve replied, “I don’t know .. I’ve never done 300 at a time.”

“Do you think you could?” again asked Dr. Christianson.

“Well, I can try,” said Steve..

“Can you do 300 in sets of 10? I have a class project in mind, and I need you to do about 300 push-ups in sets of ten for this to work. Can you do it? I need you to tell me you can do it,” said the professor.

Steve said, “Well … I think I can … yeah, I can do it.”

Dr. Christianson said, “Good! I need you to do this on Friday. Let me explain what I have in mind.”

Friday came and Steve got to class early and sat in the front of the room. When class started, the professor pulled out a big box of donuts.

No, these weren’t the normal kinds of donuts, they were the extra fancy BIG kind, with cream centers and frosting swirls.

Everyone was pretty excited: it was Friday, the last class of the day, and they were going to get an early start on the weekend with a party in Dr. Christianson’s class.

Dr. Christianson went to the first girl in the first row and asked, “Cynthia, do you want to have one of these donuts?”

Cynthia said, “Yes.”

Dr. Christianson then turned to Steve and asked, “Steve, would you do ten push-ups so that Cynthia can have a donut?”

Nederlands: opdrukoefening (push up)

“Sure!” Steve jumped down from his desk to do a quick ten. Then Steve again sat in his desk. Dr. Christianson put a donut on Cynthia’s desk.
Dr.. Christianson then went to Joe, the next person, and asked, “Joe, do you want a donut?”
Joe said, “Yes.”

Dr. Christianson asked, “Steve would you do ten push-ups so Joe can have a donut?”

Steve did ten push-ups, Joe got a donut. And so it went, down the first aisle; Steve did ten push-ups for every person before he/she got his/her donut.

Walking down the second aisle, Dr. Christianson came to Scott. Scott was on the basketball team, and in as good condition as Steve. He was very popular and never lacking for female companionship..

When the professor asked, “Scott do you want a donut?”

Scott’s reply was, “Well, can I do my own push-ups?”

Dr. Christianson said, “No, Steve has to do them.”

Then Scott said, “Well, I don’t want one then.”

Dr… Christianson shrugged and then turned to Steve and asked, “Steve, would you do ten push-ups so Scott can have a donut he doesn’t want?”

With perfect obedience, Steve started to do ten push-ups.

Scott said, “HEY! I said I didn’t want one!”

Dr. Christianson said, “Look! This is my classroom, my class, my desks, and these are my donuts. Just leave it on the desk if you don’t want it.” And he put a donut on Scott’s desk.
Now by this time, Steve had begun to slow down a little. He just stayed on the floor between sets because it took too much effort to be getting up and down. You could start to see a little perspiration coming out around his brow.

Dr. Christianson started down the third row. Now the students were beginning to get a little angry.

Dr. Christianson asked Jenny, “Jenny, do you want a donut?”

Sternly, Jenny said, “No.”

Then Dr. Christianson asked Steve, “Steve, would you do ten more push-ups so Jenny can have a donut that she doesn’t want?”
Steve did ten … Jenny got a donut.

By now, a growing sense of uneasiness filled the room. The students were beginning to say, “No!” and there were all these uneaten donuts on the desks..

Steve also had to really put forth a lot of extra effort to get these push-ups done for each donut… There began to be a small pool of sweat on the floor beneath his face, his arms and brow were beginning to get red because of the physical effort involved.

Dr. Christianson asked Robert, who was the most vocal unbelievers in the class, to watch Steve do each push up to make sure he did the full ten push-ups in a set because he couldn’t bear to watch all of Steve’s work for all of those uneaten donuts. He sent Robert over to where Steve was so Robert count the set and watch Steve closely.

Dr. Christianson started down the fourth row.. During his class, however, some students from other classes had wandered in and sat down on the steps along the radiators that ran down the sides of the room. When the professor realized this, he did a quick count and saw that now there were 34 students in the room. He started to worry if Steve would be able to make it.

Dr. Christianson went on to the next person and the next and the next.

Near the end of that row, Steve was really having a rough time. He was taking a lot more time to complete each set.

Steve asked Dr. Christianson, “Do I have to make my nose touch on each one?”

Dr. Christianson thought for a moment, “Well, they’re your push-ups. You are in charge now. You can do them any way that you want.” And Dr. Christianson went on.

A few moments later, Jason, a recent transfer student, came to the room and was about to come in when all the students yelled in one voice, “NO! Don’t come in! Stay out!”

Jason didn’t know what was going on. Steve picked up his head and said, “No, let him come.”

Professor Christianson said, “You realize that if Jason comes in, you will have to do ten push-ups for him?”

Steve said, “Yes, let him come in. Give him a donut.”

Dr. Christianson said, “Okay, Steve, I’ll let you get Jason’s out of the way right now … Jason, do you want a donut?”

Jason, new to the room, hardly knew what was going on. “Yes,” he said, “give me a donut.”

“Steve, will you do ten push-ups so that Jason can have a donut?”

Steve did ten push-ups very slowly and with great effort. Jason, bewildered, was handed a donut and sat down.

Dr Christianson finished the fourth row, and then started on those visitors seated by the heaters. Steve’s arms were now shaking with each push-up in a struggle to lift himself against the force of gravity. By this time, sweat was profusely dropping off of his face, there was no sound except his heavy breathing; there was not a dry eye in the room.

The very last two students in the room were two young women, both cheerleaders and very popular. Dr. Christianson went to Linda, the second to last, and asked, “Linda, do you want a doughnut?”

Linda said, very sadly, “No, thank you.”

Professor Christianson quietly asked, “Steve, would you do ten push-ups so that Linda can have a donut she doesn’t want?”

Grunting from the effort, Steve did ten very slow push-ups for Linda.

Then Dr. Christianson turned to the last girl, Susan. “Susan, do you want a donut?”

Susan, with tears flowing down her face, began to cry. “Dr. Christianson, why can’t I help him?”

Dr Christianson, with tears of his own, said, “No, Steve has to do it alone; I have given him this task, and he is in charge of seeing that everyone has an opportunity for a donut whether they want it or not … when I decided to have a party this last day of class, I looked at my grade book. Steve here is the only student with a perfect grade. Everyone else has failed a test, skipped class, or offered me inferior work. Steve told me that in football practice, when a player messes up, he must do push-ups. I told Steve that none of you could come to my party unless he paid the price by doing your push-ups. He and I made a deal … for your sakes.”

“Steve, would you do ten push-ups so Susan can have a donut?”

As Steve very slowly finished his last push-up, with the understanding that he had accomplished all that was required of him, having done 350 push-ups, his arms buckled beneath him, and he fell to the floor.

Dr. Christianson turned to the room and said, “And so it was, that our Savior, Jesus Christ, on the cross, pled to the Father, ‘Into Thy hands I commend my spirit.’ With the understanding that He had done everything that was required of Him, He yielded up His life. And like some of those in this room, many of us leave the gift on the desk, uneaten. “

Two students helped Steve up off the floor and to a seat, physically exhausted, but wearing a thin smile.

“Well done, good and faithful servant,” said the professor, adding, “Not all sermons are preached in words.”

Turning to his class, the professor said, “My wish is that you might understand and fully comprehend all the riches of grace and mercy that have been given to you through the sacrifice of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. God spared not His Only Begotten Son, but gave Him up for us all, for the whole world, now and forever, even for those who refuse His gift of salvation and everlasting life. Whether or not we choose to accept His gift to us and belive that He is our one and only Savior, the price has been paid. Wouldn’t you be foolish and ungrateful to leave it lying on the desk?”

Blessings, Marsha

 

Called to this ministry.

I’m so grateful to Christ Jesus for making me adequate to do this work. He went out on a limb, you know, in trusting me with this ministry. The only credentials I brought to it were invective and witch hunts and arrogance. But I was treated mercifully because I didn’t know what I was doing—didn’t know Who I was doing it against! Grace mixed with faith and love poured over me and into me. And all because of Jesus. (1 Timothy 1:12-14 MSG)

I too can say along with Paul (Saul) that in my unbelief I didn’t know, yet I was 13 when I met Jesus at the altar, one night at camp service. Since then, even though I was quote, unquote a Christian, saved and baptized I was still finding myself in sinful arenas and wondering how I got there. I did know but didn’t apply it. I can honestly say, as I exit the 50’s there is much ado in my life on the topic, ‘What have I done in my life to benefit and glorify God?’

Having just had an idol revealed to me by the Holy Spirit, I am again contemplating how to remove it and keep it gone! When I sing the song line that says, nothing I desire compares to you, Lord, I am not so sure anymore.

I knew I was going to be a mother, I just knew as well as all the other little girls that grow up in America and believe that way. God had other plans, as well as that some of my choices influenced that aspect of my life of that I am sure. I was angry at God for years! Then I realized that wasn’t going to work because He can out wait me and my anger. I didn’t want to die in anger and futility.

Unknowingly, I set myself up as a second class citizen because I couldn’t have children and live my dream. Therefore, I was not “whatever I thought in my subconscious” worthy. I refused the scripture that says I am whole and worthy by grace thru Jesus and the blood he shed! My desire was set upon a pedestal and ruled my life!

Oh, the shame and the regret! I was humbled to say the least. For days I cried, sometimes out loud sometimes in my very soul. My lamentations to God were dreadful as I mourned for what had never been and shall never be. I lamented all the years wasted worshipping that which I could not have. I may as well have remained angry at God, and may have been and convinced self I wasn’t. Oh, for the love of Jesus and his grace, mercy, forgiveness, and all those other attributes that bring us to Him. Without them I would be so dead. Dead in sorrow, pity, anger, bitterness, living in defiance of the first commandment- thou shalt have no other gods before me. Exodus 20:3.

Just as Paul did a complete turn about (in 3 days, because God made him blind. What else is there to look at in the darkness but God) I am working along with the Holy Spirit within and Jesus beside me to make a complete turnabout.

Thus, no longer lamenting what I have not done for God and the ministry, and the loss of my forever dream, I am looking at what is in store for me in the ministry. Who are the women I shall have the privilege of sharing with in the ministry I am called to for the kingdom?

Hooray, for the love of God, and the shed blood of his only beloved son. If he can give up his only begotten surely I can give up my not begotten.

Free at last, free at last. May it be ever so true. Selah.

Blessings, Marsha

No Matter what I’ve done…

There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the spirit.

You are precious and loved by Me. You are precious and honored in my sight, and…I love you. Isaiah 43:4.

In God's palm

My Father, which gave them to me, is greater than all and no            man is able to pluck them out of my Father’s hand. John 10:29

No matter what I may have done or will do, nothing will take me from God and his love.  Neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities of the air, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come. Romans 8:38

Study and meditate on these words of God.  They are your fruit, life, breath, your everything right!

Celebrate!

Mother’s Day. I am so blessed to have my 82 yr. old mother still living near me. We are best friends, and I can’t remember a time when we had a disagreement.

Mom was 22 when I was born. She didn’t work at that time because there was my brother, 3 years older than me and my sister 15 months older. It was like being twins for years she and I were so close in age. Mom would play with us during the day for many years. I guess it is a habit because we still pay together. Instead of paper dolls and coloring books we play Chinese Mahjong with the tiles, SkipBo, games on her iPad and crossword puzzles. And drink Dutch Bros.

Butterfly

Butterfly[ (Photo credit: @Doug88888)

We are even closer now since my dad has been gone 4 years, and my sister has been gone 5 years. My brother lives 4 hours away, and visits when he can.

The best gift from my mom and her mom ever is still Jesus. Their prayers, teachings and love will go with me to eternity.

Love you bunches Mom!

Blessings,
Marsha